Nur für Vanni

Ich bin echt so froh, dass du schwanger bist und ich wünsche dir alles Gute damit alles gut läuft!!! Hat mich stolz gemacht, dass du es von uns erst mir sagen wolltest!

Drück dich ganz dolle

hab dich ganz dolle lieb und das meint deine kleine/große Schwester ernst

Und ich verspreche, dass ich diesesmal da sein werde, 100%ig

I AM GOING TO .......

You know that, don't you?

Well, I help a little......

YES PARIS!!!

I TAUGHT A CLASS TODAY, BECAUSE PATRICK (THE TEACHER) WAS ILL.

LIKE ALWAYS, THERE HAS TO BE A SUPPLY TEACHER TO LOOK AFTER THE CLASS.

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE KIDS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO CHILL THEN, BUT THIS IS THE DEAL.

THE SUPPLY TEACHER ASKED, IF I COULD DO THAT FOR HIM, HE WOULDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO DO ALL THE OTHER THINGS WHEN HE HAS TO WATCH THIS CLASS..... YES, BEING A TEACHER IS HARD! :-D

FINE WITH ME, I GET SOME EXPERIENCE AND HE HAS TIME.

I THINK I DID A GOOD JOB, ALTHOUGH I HAD TO FIND EXERCISES FOR THEM IN THE SPACE OF FIVE MINUTES, BECAUSE I COULDN'T KNOW WHAT THEIR SUBJECT WAS AND BLABLABLA

WHEN YOU PLAY THE ROLE OF A STUDENT YOU CAN'T SEE HOW HARD IT IS TO BE A TEACHER, TEACHERS ARE IDIOTS YOU THINK, BUT THEY HAVE ONE OF THE HARDEST JOBS. WHEN YOU COULD SEE WITH WHAT MY TEACHER HAS TO DEAL, YOU WOULD SAY: NO, THANKS

DURING THE BREAK THE SUPPLY TEACHER CAME OVER AND ASKED IF I WOULD HAVE SOME TIME TO TALK.

HELLO? I AM HAPPY WHEN SOMEONE TALKS TO ME DURING THE BREAK OTHERWISE I AM ALWAYS SITTING AROUND AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

DO YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT HE ASKED?

TAKE A DEEP BREATH!!!!!

HE REALLY ASKED IF I LIKED TO GO WITH HIM, AN OTHER TEACHER AND TWO CLASSES TO PARIS FOR THREE DAYS.

JESUS, I WANT TO!!!!! IT IS THE 23RD - 25TH OF MAY AND I REALLY TRY TO GO WITH THEM, ALTHOUGH I ALREADY HAVE SEEN PARIS, BUT NOW I AM OLDER AND I DEFINITELY WILL ENJOY THE CITY OF LOVE :-)

BY THE WAY I HAVE TO TEACH THE ELEVEN YEAR OLDS FOUR TIMES A WEEK BY MYSELF, BECAUSE THEY WENT TO THEIR TEACHER AND ASKED FOR THAT BECAUSE THEY WOULD LIKE ME SO MUCH.

ISN'T THAT CUTE?! IT FEELS GOOD WHEN SOMEONE LIKES YOU, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT IS A WHOLE CLASS OF 32 KIDS
LOVE YOU ALL

Tough luck!

Everything started that I almost fell down the stairs in the morning, because I missed one stair.
It is normal when you are too tired, so I think it CAN happen.
Well, I got dressed. It is not really hard getting dressed isn't it? but when you notice after a while that you are wearing your underwear backwards, you should start thinking what's wrong with you! I have never done that in my entire life but today....
HELLO WAKE UP FOR GOD'S SAKE
While I put my eye makeup on my dad crashed into me and I lanced the mascara into my right eye. I spare all the little details, but in the end I only could see fuzzy.
No, when does it end....?????
I made mey cappuccino, maybe some caffeine would help to be in a better mood. Haha
Everyone enjoys some milk froth on their cappuccino so do I. I tried to reach the cappuccino creamer, and yes, it fell down right into my cappuccino and the pot fell down on the floor. You can't believe how angry I was!!!
I only had an other 5 minutes, I had to go to school! So I cleaned the floor and went out without anything in my belly.... Fine with me
Glad that nothing happened on my way to school I opened the door of my car on the parking lot. Yes I made it till here, wohoo
It was raining, so I came to the decision leave my bag (including keys, wallet and books for school) on the front passenger's seat to go out with my umbrella, lock the car door from inside, go around and then take my whole stuff from this side of the car.
The question is: What's wrong with Laras thought ?
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You are right! I already have locked my side of the door (inside) left the keys (bag) in my car but haven't opened the other door!
I haven't noticed this. I really tried to open the passenger door, looked on the seat and there it was: My bag with all my belongings plus my f*** keys!
I walked back home and it took me one hour. I was angry with myself and no one could pick me up, because my mums car is at the repair shop.
At least I had my umbrella with me!!!!!
Now I have to wait till my mums car is ready then I can take the other keys with me to get my car back home. Hopefully it will be ready today, when not I can walk to my car!
Damn 02/27/2007 I hate this year!!!!!!!!!

I meet Ira again after 8 months

I picked her up at 3pm and we acclaimed each other like silly ones.
I gave her my little present in this ugly pink wrapping paper (how embarrassing, but this was the last one I had from a kids birthday)
I brought her from America a sign with I AM THE QUEEN GET OVER IT
Now we both have the same one to hang it in front of our flats
I am sorry but this is only the truth: I am the queen :-)

We wanted to go to a café to sit there, so that I could show her my photos from the USA.

But before we went I had to return a fax for my dad. I put on a face, but of being a good daughter I did it.

The guy in this shop was too funny because he stuttered. This is something for me, because I love to laugh about people as long they can't notice it. Inside my body I was laughing so hard, but was smiling at him.

When I came back into the car Ira asked if I always do this.

Doing what?

She told me I flirted with him, but I didn't, I only felt sorry for this guy HAHAHAHA

I promise I was only friendly!

The café is an italian one, in a shopping center, with these typical small italian waiters with their southern charm.

"Ciao bella" hahaha is he saying this to Ira and me, we were not really interested in him

After a while a group of young people with a child sat down next to us.

This was nothing for Ira, because she hates it when little kids start screaming and my thought was: thank god that I needn't to babysit anymore

The youngest one of the adults out of this group looked over to us because we were so loud with our laughing, but it was too funny when we talked about our school time

I know that I have a loud voice but we both together.... you really don't wanna hear that, you will need earplugs!

I am glad that Ira is like me: loud, silly and can talk 24hours a day

At the end of the day she told me that she would be happy that I haven't changed a lot like a girl we both know and I think this is the most important thing that it's still the same when we are together: all hat and no cattle ;-D

Money, money, money

The first day tutoring four kids at the same time.
It thought it would be difficult but it is near the same as teaching one.
I never wanted to help in german but it is only for four weeks, because I have to replace a girl and after that I will see how it is going on.
I signed a contract and it's a fair one.
Now I only have to wait what kind of group I get after this one. I am optimistic that I can do longer and the most important thing is that I need this money.
The first day with the students made fun, they are all friendly and one of them has my old german teacher, which makes it easy to give tips.
And at school I got an other student who needs help, I have to talk to his mum on Wednesday evening, hopefully it works out. Wish me luck
4 weeks from now on, then my work experience at this school is over and I think I will miss the 11-12 year olds. They are so cute
Middle of April I am going back to my old school and this is going to be more difficult:
A lot of teachers who didn't, don't and won't like me!
The time after this whole work experience thing is going to be better: 4 months doing nothing and then I might study or not, who knows?!
Have a good one!!!

Being sad

Last night I called Sarah. :-( She told me that she can't afford to visit me!
I had this feeling before that this could happen, but I wasn't sure that it really happen.
I wish I could send her the money she needs, but I can't.
I had this great plan: travelling through Germany, but now it is gone.
She said that she wants to come next year, and hopefully she can come. It was
bad that I left her in the USA and that's the reason why I was happy to see my best friend again.
You will think I only want to suck up to Sarah, but I am not!! She is my best friend and very important person in my life.
I am afraid that our contact will break up and that we won't see each other again.
That sucks!
I can understand her, I couldn't afford to visit her in Sidney too, although my dad asked
me if he should buy a ticket for me. It is not only the ticket I would need extra money and ...
Furthermore my dad is doing enough for me and I know that my parents want to meet Sarah too. No way to pay this. When we wouldn't go for 5weeks on holiday then it might be fine, but in this situation, NO!
I am really upset, but I know that I will go to visit Sarah although it might be in 2020, but I am going to Sidneyl!!!
She shouldn't feel bad about this situation! I am happy that she is going to see her family earlier than planned, that is the most important thing that she is going back to the place where she belongs, because she will feel better than before!!!
She needs her granny and I appreciate this because her granny is so so cute.
Go back Sarah and take your time. I might be not in this country my whole life but I will be there for you in every situation and when it is only to chat, you know my number!
But not between 7pm-10pm german time you know why :-D

HELP ME

Two weeks ago, a friend came over and was talking with someone on his mobile. Great, why are you coming over when you have to do something else?
Anyway, he gave me the phone and I had to talk to this guy. Super-duper!
"Mhh I was in the USA, in Chicago..."
"Wow that sounds like fun.... I come over in a couple of days for a coffee..."
"That's a joke?"
"No, I want to get to know you!"
"Well...(????)"
My friend talked to him after this (with loudspeaker), "She is cute and.... I want to get to know her, can you arrange a date?"
hahaha who is asking me if I want this?! Women are not allowed to say their opinion or what
I was close to scream: NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I haven't heard from him till Friday.
My friend was over again and called this guy. Oh great, time for me to leave this room or whole flat. "Wait, can you remember Lara? Hold on a sec"
"Fuck you!"
I talked to him an hour or more about useless stuff. I thought that would be alright by now and I would be done
He told my friend again that he.....
"No, I don't want to meet him. Tell him I want to become a nun and I have a weird opinion about men and sexuality!" My friend repeated what I said, but...
He called the homephone two days later (my friend is so nice and gave him the number grrr) and wanted to come over (1am)
"I am sleeping" He didn't believe it, but what would you say in my situation?
He promised my friend that I would fall in love with him very soon = I have to puke!
We will see who is stronger because I am female and a bitch :-D