american cinema

I don't wanna write to much about this day, because I am still in a bad mood!
You won't believe me, I would do the same when someone would tell me this story, but it is the truth!
I went with another girl to the movies (Miami Vice) at The Streets of Woodfield. We were not thinking about going to the movies before, normally we wanted to go shopping, but I wanted to see Miami Vice....
First thing why I became crancky was that the price was too expensive! Normally you are paying around 5$ but there we paid 9$, it is only 4$ but for an AuPair it makes a big difference.
So anyway we got our seats, and the movie started after a while and a man came in and sat down next to me. By the way, there were not a lot of empty seats left.
I was watching the movie and tried to concentrate on what they were talking about, because they used a lot of slang.... some minutes after the movie had started my new neighbour on the left side started to touch himself! I didn't think about it, because men are always touching their balls because they are not fitting good enough, but this guy didn't stop!!!! I know what he was doing there for 100% because the moving of his hand was talking for itself. Yes, he did it! He had his shirt over his little (sorry at this time big) friend and .... Bloody hell, I asked my friend Jaqueline if she would see this too that this guy is touching himself and she had a look and she said that I would be right. DO WHAT YOU WANT I was thinking. Lara concentrate on the movie, but how?
In the end he pulled his friend out of his trousers and did what a man has to do when he has feelings, but how could he do that when Collin Farell was on the screen? Maybe he was gay. I felt bad sitting next to this guy. I don't know if he finshed his job there but he left the cinema very soon
Who is going to the movies to do this?
So jetzt mal eben alles schnell auf deutsch, damit auch jeder verstehen kann was mir passiert ist im Kino. Jaqueline (anderes AuPair) und ich wollten shopppen auf den Strassen von Woodfield. Wir haben uns da auch getroffen und sind bummeln gegangen, obwohl das gar nicht wirklich moeglich war da der groesste teil der geschaefte zu hatte. Obwohl wir das gar nicht geplant hatten, sind wir dann ins Kino gegangen. Da haben wir uns dann erstmal schoen auf den Hintern gesetzt weil es 9$ gekostet hatte. Na ja ist ja im Gegensatz zu Deutschland nicht viel, aber bei unserem bisschen Geld was wir hier fuer unsere Arbeit bekommen ist das viel! Wir entschieden uns dann in den Film Miami Vice mit Collin Farell zu gehen. Ich hab vorher nie die Sendung bei uns zu Hause gesehen, aber man wollte ja auch den Typen sich anschauen. WIr sassen ziemlich aussen, da das Kino fast voll war. Nach einer Weile, die Werbung lief noch, setzte sich ein Typ neben mich (linke Seite). Ja! der faste sich nach einer geraumen Zeit zwischen die Bein. Okay, Maenner haben da so ihr Ding und muessen manchmal was zurechtruecken, dachte ich mir. Doch der Typ hoerte nicht auf!!! Um es kurz zu fassen: Er holte sein bestes Stueck aus seiner Buchse und fing sich neben mir an sich selbstzubefriedigen! Ja, ungelogen! Ich fragte auch Jaqueline ob sie das sehen wuerde. Fragt mich nicht warum der Typ das bei so einem Film mit super aussehenden Typen machen musste und dann auch noch neben mir!!!! Was soll ich sagen? Ich bin geschock und voellig fassungslos. Wer macht denn sowas, ind Kino gehen um sich einen zu wichsen und dann in der Mitte des Filmes zu gehen??
Frechheit!!!

Departure

Ja ich heule gerade, weil ich hier in der Pampa sitze auf Long Island in dieser scheiss Trainingsschule. I wanna go back home to my family and friends. Why I am doing this, who had this stupid idea to go so far away frm home! Ja ich war es die diesen Traum hatte, aber ich hab es mir jetzt anders ueberlegt, ich will zurueck nach good old Germany!!!
But now from the beginning: Um 11Uhr startete mein Flieger gen Frankfurt und ich war auf dem Weg nur am Flennen und hielt die Hand meiner Mama. Ich glaube sie war nicht besser dran als ich. It is bad when you want to go your one way but you are not able to leave everything behind you. I wish I could have taken my mum with me! Haette ich wirklich gemacht Mama, wenn ich gekonnt haette und Papa dich haette gehen lassen! Der braucht dich naemlich auch. Wie auch immer. Wir waren dann in Duesseldorf damit ich den Flieger nach Frankfurt nehmen konnte und ich waere am Liebsten nicht von der Seite meiner Mama gewichen, aber ich musste ja gehen, das war mein grosser Traum zu gehen!
I was standing the whole time with my sunglasses at the airport and I didn't put them down since I was near the USA. I say the truth!!! Ask other girls they know how bad i was looking, right Nathi, Ines and Sarah?!






Aber das gute an der Sache war ich flog mit nem Jumbo Jet, voll cool! Ich sass aber leider in der Mitte der Maschine was total doof war. I can't tell you anything about the flight over to the USA, because I slept (I don't lie) 6 hours, maybe I was tired of my crying. Aber es gab lecker Pizza im Flieger ;-)
When we arrived in the USA I was afraid that they would look at our suitcases, but they didn't. I had a really nice conversation with this black police officer because we were talking about bad words in spanish. We talked about why I know spanish and blablablabla
Armes Maedel, keine Ahnung wer es war aber sie verlor ihren Koffer. Voll in die Scheisse gepackt wuerde ich mal sagen. It was funny because I came with 3 suitcases, two a 30kg were allowed. I know, but I need more than others ;-)
Wir wurden dann von der Trainingsschultante abgeholt und fuhren dann mit dem Bus 45min zur Schule. Yes, I have seen New York!!! Wir alle hingen an den Scheiben wie die Fligen, unsere Nasen an die Fenster gepresst, um ja als Erster die Skyline von NYC zu entdecken. Es ist der Hammer wie das da aussieht und vor allem fuer mich, die aus der Kleinstadt diesen mega Unterschied hat

saying goodbye

We have Sunday now and I invited my friends to have brunch at an expensive cafe. Thank you Niclas that your dad gave this gift card a long time ago my dad, it was really yummy ;-) !!!!!! Around 10.30 my friends arrived at my house and the cute Ira gave me this nice present which I have to take overseas! My suitcases will be so full, but I will take it with me to have something from my sweety Ira. It was a towel, I promissed to take it with me to Lake Michigan

We went over to this cafe and we had a really good brunch, we spend there around three ours because we couldn't stop eating. How could do this, right Ira and Steffi. I enjoyed the time but I was sad because for me, I knew this, was it the last time with my friends for one whole year and if we are still in contact by this time when I am going back, who knows..... All of us are going different ways in their lives.

When I came home I started crying, because I was so sad. But I had to hurry up, because other guest would arrive soon! Vanni and her parents came to cake and coffee. When I was sitting between them I felt so bad that I really are going to leave so I got something like a breakdown. I couldn't stop crying. It is a bad feeling to say goodbye for a long time and I was thinking that I won't have these time again in my life, but it is not true... So guys when you read this that means I wanna have a huge welcome party with drinks and good food!!!! I promissed myself I will do it more often to invite people over to have a good time together! I can't believe that I never did it before. Everyone is learning from mistakes.....

I am sad that I made the decision to go away but everything will be at the same place when I am coming back, so it will be more nice to see everybody in one year again and to tell them what I have done the whole year.

I am going to miss you all!!!!!